H is for HILLARY :D

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
'Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
'Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
'Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just wanna be with you
'Cause living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
'Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
'Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
'Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it
You know I can hear it
So can you feel me feel you

You know it's time

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
'Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
'Cause I ain't giving up on love

You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us

To travel back into time and undo all my wrong-doings and re-live happier times (;

Holidays are here. But it sure doesn't seem like one to me. With so many things coming my way, it's hard to find time for me to REST AND RELAX. Or maybe I'm just too relaxed that even the teeniest task tires me out? Well, I have no idea. Let's see how packed my holidays are..
 

First: 2 WEEKS OF NOVEMBER PROGRAMME!
For goodness sake! We're already in the holiday mood, and the school's calling us back for 2 weeks of normal lessons? Argggggh. Lessons started today. But it's still okay, I guess. (: And I honestly can't wait for the whole programme to end! :D
 

Second: HOMEWORK!
Yes, what's a school holiday without HOMEWORK? English, Chinese, AMaths, Chemistry..you name it, we have it. (Hmmmms..not really luh, haha.) But, I'm very sure that there will be more homework coming our way throughout this 2 weeks of November programme!

Third: CCA!
I love NPCC. And that's for sure! There's a whole lot of activities coming up for the next two months (and that includes the weekly trainings). And that's why all of us are so busy with the planning. Hope everything's gonna be a success! :D


Fourth: PROPOSALS, PROPOSALS, PROPOSALS, and definitely more proposals.
NCO camp's coming up, and there's tonnes of proposals to complete before 7 November. Try doing up a proposal for every single activity/game and you'll know how me and Javier feels. (Editing it is WORSE, trust me.)

Fifth: TUITIONS!
Well, I asked for it. So, I shan't blabber much about it. But, on second thoughts, WHO MADE ME FAIL 2 SUBJECTS, HUH!!!? Not myself but the T-E-A-C-H-E-R with her "awesome" teaching where no one is even bothered to listen to half a word she says. And even if we do, no one understands even after bombing her with millions and billions and trillions of questions. Honest.

 

Oh well, that's sec 3 life for sure. (:
 

 

Lalalalalalalalalalalala~~~

I'M WIDE AWAKE! I'm supposed to be asleep at around 12 plus. But thanks to all the HK milk tea I drank during dinner, here I am now, typing this post. And, I'm supposed to have sufficient sleep for the 9 hours workshop in school that I'm gonna have to attend later on. I honestly have no idea why the heck that workshop lasts 9 hours. 9 HOURS DUDE! I can do lots of things in 9 HOURS. And I won't be attending that workshop if I weren't a student leader myself. Now all I can do is to pray that the workshop's gonna be like the one we had during PSL camp. That was genuinely FUN.

Anyway, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY KORKOR! :D

It has been 15 years since I've live with my brother (DUH?). And today, he has turned 17th. Wow, how time flies. Thinking back, I recalled all those funny little childish stuffs we did when we were so much younger. There was this particular incident when both my bro and I were quarreling and FIGHTING. Haha. And I threw a stool at him and the stool lost a leg, x: Hahhhh! I can't believe I was THAT violent. Of course, when there were downs, there were UPS. (: Haha, there were a few occassions when we both treated each other to dinner when we were home alone. Hahahah. Fond memories won't fade. :D

Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D


Danggggg.  I. AM. BORED.  Seokkee said she's gonna thon tonight. So I intended to text her until I fell asleep. However, the funny thing is: SEOKKEE HERSELF FELL ASLEEP EARLIER THAN ME. How ironic, huh? Haha. So I spammed her with i-don't-know-how-many-messages and she hasn't replied to EITHER ONE of them. So, once again, here I am, typing like nobody's business. Hehhhh, :D
 

Jinhao's offline now. So I have NO ONE to talk to, -.- And I sort of lied to my grandpa that I woke up early, instead of saying that I stayed up the whole night doing nothing. xD

Alright, I'm off. To surf Youtube. Heehee. :D




 

BOYSLIKEGIRLS










 

 

 

ONE MORE DAY!! :D

SLEEP!! :D

Take a look at my "holiday" scheldue:

7 and 8 Sept: SLB workshop from 8.15am till 5pm
9 and 10 Sept: PK and HSF course from 8.30 till 5pm
11 Sept: NP training

*Screams*

What the heck!? My september holidays = no holidays. Arggggh. -.-

Anyway, I just finished maths tuition and I realised that I haven't bought my Chem TYS and I have no idea where the piece of paper for Chem homework went too. Oh gosh.. -.- Guess I'm going out to get my TYS later on.
 

Something freaky happened last night. One of my sec1s (Jaron, to be exact) asked me this: "is it true that _________ likes you?"
WHAT THE F**KKKKKKKKKK!?!?!!!? I wonder where or who gave him that stupid and ridiculous idea.

Alright, I'm off to finish chiong all my homework now. Seeya, :D
(Oh, and, this time when I blogged, I wasn't late for school or anything. Cus today's a Saturday! Heehee :D)

Dearest alarm clock,

Time and again, you've failed your duty as a trusty alarm clock, not only making me late for school, but also missing out on TESTS. I'm sorry but your service is no longer needed here in Hillary's life. Your contract will end 22 months later (I bought my phone on th 20th of June this year). Thank you for your "oh-so-wonderful service" you've provided in Hillary's life.

Your's sincerely,
Hillary


I HATE MY ALARM CLOCK! ARGHHHH!! Damn! It's been the 2nd time when my alarm died on me. Neither did it rang, it's alarm tone is super immune-ful. I guess I'm gonna use my bro's, mum's, grandma's and grandpa's phone as my alarm clock tomorrow onwards. THAT, will definitely wake the crap out of me.
 

My alarm clock is a selfish little bastard. Arghhhhhh! First, I missed out on AMaths common test because it didn't ring at all! Today, I missed out on Chemistry common test when I've cramped for it the whole night long! Who knows it'd die on me during the end-of-year exams, or even my O levels next year. (Hopefully it won't happen, duh.) Damn it, selfish little bastard. Just because it didn't want to ring, it made me late for school, as a result, I missed out on Chemistry common test.

Oh well, I guess I'm so gonna make Jovian laugh a gay-er laughter for my new alarm tone. xD

Anyway, I realised that it has been two weeks since I've blogged. And I'd only blog when I have the time. Eg. When I'm didn't attend school because my alarm clock aka. selfish little bastard died on me especially on a test day. I really can't believe that THIS has happened to me TWICE. And I still can't get over of the fact that THE SELFISH LITTLE BASTARD DIED ON ME! And I'm gonna have to live with it for another 22 months before I can upgrade my phone. (But till then, I'd make sure I'll get a touch screen phone!)

Sheesh, guess that not attending school today was a good thing. Cus I've got plenty of stuffs to complete! Eg. preparing full-u (which means, polishing badges, boots, ironing uniform, pinning up the badges, etc etc), finishing up my bio worksheet, reading my SS textbook (since I've seriously no idea on what the hell mrs krishnah aka. "my favourite teacher" is talking about), studying for chem (again), make birthday cards for friends whose birthdays are around the corner, etc etc.

Alright, I guess I'm logging off from Livejournal soon. See ya! Hopefully the next time I blog won't be a time when my alarm died on me again, Dx

 

I had a weird dream today. I dreamt that my squad bought me a PINK Pierre Cardin bra for me. =.=

For those people who don't have any understanding at all, I DON'T HATE SLB. I just haven't adjust to SL life. Give me some time, for goodness sake. I ain't some freaking despos trying to bootlick every EXCO member and/or teacher just to get into SLB. I AM NOT THESE KIND OF PEOPLE, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.






Anyway, there's school mission tomorrow. Hope it won't be as boring as how Edmond describes it. xD
Hope I've cleared some of your doubts.
See ya, (:

I don't understand why when women get pregnant, they tend to get bitchy. Especially towards outsiders. I mean, when people apologise for accidentally bumping into them, they start making a big fuss over it when THEIR FETUS IS STILL SAFE IN HER WOMB. What the heck!? They think when their pregnant they'll get ALL the privallages in the world. Getting a seat in public transport, I can understand that. But thinking that they're some important people in the world, NO. Well yes, they MAY be important to increasing the birth-rate in Singapore, but hello pregnant ladies out there? YOU DON'T OWN THE ROAD. At least when people try to apologise, just forgive luh. We don't mean it anyway. -.-

So here's my experience with a bitchy pregnant AUNTY:

I was waiting to cross the road after alighting a bus near my house. Then there was this (obviously) pregnant AUNTY with her mother or mother-in-law. As I was waiting for the Green Man, I was gazing at the cars zooming past and wasn't really paying any attention to the people around me. Especially that pregnant AUNTY. (But at least I knew she was near me) So, when the Green Man flashed (don't think otherwise), everyone started crossing the road (like duh?) and then that pregnant AUNTY cut across me without saying "excuse me". And I didn't even know that she wanted to cut across. So, we bumped into each other. -.- I apologised sincerely seeing that she was PREGNANT. But she gave me that "what-the-f**k!?-I'm-pregnant!" kind of face and started to whine loudly to her mother/mother-in-law. =.=

Pregnant? So? Hello, I apologised!? -.- Alright then, pregnant AUNTY. I wish you a difficult labour but I hope your child won't be as whiney and unreasonable as you. (: And I hope we'll never bumb into each other again.

I really can't stand it when people start venting their anger at you when you really have nothing to do with their anger. -.- (referring to my mum in particular)

NCO posting was announced today. We weren't really in the mood though. But we sort of like, acted "high". LOL. Yea. So, I ain't the chairman, or woman, I shall say. Heehee. Honestly, I feel like asking this question: why am I the CCA leader for NP? WHY ME? Anyway, I don't even wanna be in SLB. It's... ... ... I don't know how to put it to words, but, it's somehow like, NOT MY CUP OF TEA. Our results have to be 60% and above, must have good attendance in CCA and school, must behave well in class, attire must be proper, etc, etc. The worst thing is: DON'T TALK IN CLASS. What the f***!? How can you DON'T TALK IN CLASS? It's human's instinct to talk when there's people around you. Especially when your friends are with you. And, EVERYONE TALKS IN CLASS. No sleeping in class? Yeah right. Try attending Social Studies. You've no reason not to sleep. I wonder why there's so many despos trying to get into SLB. (You might know who I'm referring to, xD)

Anyway, have you ever wondered what's with my title? Haha. It's about the very nice handbag that we use to keep the attendance files for NP. Haha, ask the admin head, EDMOND WOON. Haha. He's very passionate about that handbag. "Hey, you know that MPH started bcus of me? Cus MPH stands for MY PASSIONATE HANDBAG!" LOL? He said that while we were about to play Captain's Ball ON THE FIELD. It's fun though. Haha.

OH! I WENT TO LADY GAGA'S CONCERT LIVE IN SINGAPORE!!

Heehee, :D

"Get up and dance, you mother-f**kers!"
"I love Singapore. And I'm not saying that just bcus I'm here. But y'guys have mean f**king chilli crabs!"
"If people tell you that you're wrong, tell them that LADY GAGA TOLD YOU TO F**K OFF!!"

OMGOSH, so cool luh! Millions of f-words were used, and she flashed her middle fingers while singing Money Honey. And her songs are absolutely AMAZING!

I'll TRYYYYY to upload the photos on facebook. Oh, speaking of photos, I needa get a newer and better camera for the next Lady Gaga concert on 24 March 2010. My view was great and we were only like 2m away from the stage. Before kiasu angmohs started squeezing their way to the front, blocking my good view. So, most of the videos were taken by Gabriel. This concludes that not only Singaporeans are kiasu. Angmohs themselves ARE kiasu too, y'know! (No offence though, xD)
 

Alright, I shall end here. Haha.
See ya! :D

I wanna lose some weight.

Lol, random, huh? Anyway, yeap, I'm serious. Heehee. But I really doubt that I can lose weight. Honestly, I NEED to lose weight. With my kind of height and weight, I'll be overweight in a matter of time.

Anyway,









 

 

 

OMGOSH!! I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT TONIGHT'S CONCERT!! :D

Announcements for the day: Hillary's alarm clock retired on AMATHS-COMMON-TEST-DAY. -End of announcements-
 

Oh well, as you can see from the huge bunch of words above, yes, I OVERSLEPT. No one in my house knew that I had to go to school today and didn't bothered to wake me up. Especially on AMATHS-COMMON-TEST-DAY and BUY-LADY-GAGA-TICKETS-DAY. *screams* Alright, since I didn't went to school today, I missed out on the Amaths test. And so surprisingly, hellokitty DID turn up at school today! O: Sheesh, I guess I have to come up with weird and ridiculous stories for tomorrow. -.-

Time and again, I've overslept and I don't have the guts to walk straight into school at 11am plus and tell Suzie this: "Suzie, I overslept, that's why I'm late for school." And, WHO WOULD? Since I've overslept already, why not just stay at home and do some self-studying? (LOL, that would only happen to me when I'm in the mood) Anyway, it's kind of like I-don't-say-you-don't-say-then-no-one-will-know kind of thing. Honestly, 100% of all students on Earth would not even go to school when they've overslept. Ture huh? (:
 

I've got some info that today's test was a disaster. (DAMN IT) So, yea, I'm gonna do some self-studying later on. Teehee, xD Oh ya, since my alarm sort of went on strike today, I guess I became immune to the alarm tone. So, I went to youtube and searched for ANNOYING ALARM CLOCKS and I came across this:
 

 

Haha, cute huh? I'm gonna download this and set it as my alarm tone!
Alright, shall end my post here.

Seeya! :D

I just logged on to livejournal and I happened to read through the Writer's Block thingggy. And so, I've decided to blog about one particular topic. Teehee (have been watching too much Niga Higa videos!) :D

Something I love that I think I should grown out of.
That's the topic.

Haha. Thinking hard enough, the thing I love that I think I should have grown out of would none other than WATCHING DISNEY CHANNEL AND NICKELODEON. =.= That's why my friends say that I'm kinda childish. Argh. THEY ARE ADDICTIVE. TRUST ME. I honestly have no idea why it is so addictive. Especially to me. I'll never get bored with Phineas and Ferb, Wizards of Waverly Place, Totally Spies (that bimbotic show), The Suite Life of Zack and Cody, Spongebob Squarepants, Fairy Odd Parents, etc etc. BUT, High School Musical, Camp Rock and some weird boring Disney Channel movies are obviously not my cup of tea, tyvm. (:

I guess that's why I've dreamt of having a Fairy Odd Parent to grant me every single wish that I could have thought of.

Okay, I guess this would be one of the shortest post out of the 3 posts. Gotta finish up my homework by today so that I can slack for the next 2 days! :D

Seeya! (:

NDP WAS A SUCCESS!! :D

Oh dear, I wonder when I'll stop lazing around and start cleaning up my room and study table. The table's full of rough (not smooth) papers, worksheets, books, pens, NEWSPAPER(?!!) and whatever stuffs that has got to do with homework that you can think of, that there's hardly any space for my laptop. So, here I am, seated on the sofa, typing this random post. That's why my mum always say that if she leaves me alone in a house, I'll turn in upside down within seconds.

I wonder exactly WHEN we're gonna move into our new flat. Like, seriously, what the heck!? My mum bought the flat like 3 years ago. And she rented it out to a Fillipino family for 2 years. She even said that we'll move into the new flat once the 2 years is up. HELLO MUMMY? It's the 3rd year already! I can't blame her anyway. -.- She's a single mum with a demanding 17-year-old son and  15-year-old daughter, which unfortunately are both shopaholics. *whines* I WANNA MOVE INTO THE NEW FLAT!

Anyway, I think I should really start writing (or rather, blogging) to improve on my writing skills before some asshole teacher fails my compo. Not that I USUALLY fail my compos. It's just that, I was unlucky to have chosen the wrong question and unluckily got my MYE script marked by a strict teacher. -.- And, I don't fail compos. (Maybe only for chinese compos. You know how much I suck in chinese..)

Sheeeeesh, weekends past so fast! Well, maybe it's bcus I sleep for 10 to 12 hours on weekends. But, honestly, weekends are exceptionally SHORT (as short as me?)!! But, DUUHHHH!? Weekends are only a saturday and a sunday. And school days are monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday and friday. MOE should extend our holidays in the first place, :D Cus from a student's point of view, HOLIDAYS ARE NEVER ENOUGH. Kids get to celebrate children's day. Youth's like us don't get to celebrate youth day. I don't even think it's in the calendar. Kids get their day off on children's day. How 'bout youths like us? -.-

Damn! There's rehearsals tomorrow. Have to see Mr bak gu teh again. -.-

POKEMON IS CURSED!! O:

Heehee.
Just moved to LiveJournal.

I've created an account previously like eras ago. But I just couldn't remember my username and password after raiding my whole inbox. So, I've created a new account. (hopefully I won't forget my username and/or password or even accidentally delete the email from LJ)

Anyway, I'm getting sick of blogger already. One moment, its server can't allow me to upload pictures, and the next moment, something weird happens that doesn't interest me to blog anymore. Seems like Blogger's and my eight characters don't match, huh? That's why I'm here. Don't disappoint me, LJ! xD

2 NDP rehearsals down, 2 more to go. Gosh..rehearsals are getting tougher and tougher. And SOME teacher (shall not name who) is getting guai-lan-er and guai-lan-er day by day. I'm gonna have to reassure the GOH contingent that next monday's training's gonna be hell for them if they don't cooperate with me. Muahahahahahaaaa, xD

Time really flies. The week after NDP, the NCO posts are gonna be revealed. And then Energizers'09 will be addressed as NCOs by the juniors. Soon, once 2009 ends, we're on the O LEVEL EXPRESSWAY. Hopefully 2 weeks of november programme won't be hell for me, s: Real soon, 2010 approaches. Afternoon programme starts. Stepping down from NPCC begins. More and more extra lessons commences. In a blink of an eye, it's bye-bye-school! I don't know if I should feel happy or sad.

I should be feeling happy cus I don't have to study CHINESE, SOCIAL STUDIES and AMATHS anymore. And I won't ever get to see CERTAIN people ever again (well, hopefully!).

And at the same time, I should feel sad cus I'm leaving the school. I can't believe I'm saying this but I bet I'm gonna miss Suzie for catching my skirt and socks and hair and for every irritating thing that she does. Hey, she somehow makes our school "special", don't you think? Haha. But true enough, she's a bitch. X:

Oh boy. My post looks kinda wordyyyy.... xD
Okay then, I shall end here. I'm going over to blogger to announce my move to LJ!
See ya! :D